awareness

I just picked up a cd, means new cd "to keep me from sinking" and after I went and saw the new batman movie "the dark night". So i was really depressed after watching that movie, because of the reality of the darkness in the world.
So I popped in the cd on my ride home, my cd player wasnt working very good so i could only listen to the first song which is titled awareness and the lyrics really related to my feelings at the time so now im posting them.

Awareness

I thought I was over it
Like I couldn't just pretend
I didn't feel anything...anything real
But what do I have left to live for?
If I can't deny I'm torn in two directions

We have to live for
What we are passionate about
We have to somehow bring to life
The death inside us all

For the desperate
Does an answer arrive?
If we're losing sleep and wasting our time
And the song of this world is tragic
It is played out into all of our lives

And when we find it hard to breathe
Out of place...just fallen leaves
Let this be a reminder today and tomorrow
Not to be lulled to sleep

To keep me from sinking
Let this be a reminder
When we find it hard to breath
Will we keep from sinking?


-chad