Breaking in: now

Friday, June 5, 2009

now

well i sit here still torn in many directions, this week has been a good week I am here pretty much being availible to serve by cleaning, working and praying with the ywam staff that are here.

the thing about short yet intense friendships is that they seem to leave you torn, I am now the only student(well im not a student anymore) left on the base, I am glad that i get to do my missing everyone in sections though, though i think the bandaid rip would seem to feel better. i miss the people on the island, and my fellow ex students, and well in reality i miss the people back home still too, but soon im going to miss ALL the people i met in alaska.

i was going to write something poetic about how i know that Gods timing is for me to leave and how everythings going to be better and while it would be correct, my emotions might be getting the best of me right now and i am feeling very human right now

1 comment:

Jenna said...: i know exactly how you feel. i am still grieving friends i may never see again!; June 6, 2009 at 4:25 p.m.

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About Me

I have learned alot in the past year, been places, had quite a few jobs, have been out of the country of canada with YWAM doing a DTS in Alaska I am excited to be learning more about God, and serving God. I have a thirst and a hunger for God right now, sometimes it seems as if I have trouble commiting to things that seem uncertain. passion is my new passion, I want to be full of the life that God has given us, overflowing into all aspects of my life and onto those around me. Growth is definitly something that will come knocking on my door this next while as I assume my next role as being a volunteer staff for YWAM alaska. my passion for the arctic has really shown itself to me, God's heart for his people. Grace is still evident in every day God gives me, one of the most important things to remember is grace isnt just some idea that christians talk about, it NEEDS to be applied.